I'm considering going inpatient again. It's so expensive, I'd feel awful about it, and that's counterproductive. but I'm at risk and really feeling awful. I wanted to write more, but I've lost interest. I just want to like, not exist right now.
. . . .
Imagine Hunter S. Thompson, Georgia O'Keefe, Frida Kahlo and Ru Paul going on a bender and taking turns writing the most bizarre and absurd screenplay they can imagine. That's my life.
I'm sorry things are so hard. If that's what you need, it's the right thing to do.
ReplyDelete